i was raised by an organized woman. and this helped me. i am not organized by nature, but instead by nurture. my mother had a holiday notebook--a holiday system contained in a notebook. i didn't start using it until about four years ago and my friends, my friends. this notebook. this system! it will change your holiday season.
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"do you find the month of december overwhelming? do you dread christmas? do you struggle with drawing boundaries, with saying no, with getting everything done?
it sounds like you needed....sally's holiday notebook!"
okay, okay, i'm not going to sell you a notebook. or even a system. but i will explain a few helpful things that have saved my skin during december.
item #1: write down EVERYTHING you have to do, EVERYWHERE you have to go on a piece of paper. make a list. every year (i mean, not this year) we go to the nutcracker with grandma rebecca, the children have class parties i need to bring things to and sometimes attend, ryan will have a work event, etc. but then what about the things i want to do? go see lights, decorate cookies, have a movie night where we watch white christmas, etc.
i write everything down. everything. meals for any special dinners i will be preparing, what i'll serve at that magical cookie decorating party i'll be hosting, the scriptures for the nativity on christmas eve.
got your list? great.
item #2: put it all on a calendar. the stuff that actually has a date and a time and a place, but also the things that are flexible like mailing cards. schedule out when you are going to order the cards, when you will address and stamp the cards, when you are going to mail the cards. schedule out when you will wrap presents, when you will ship presents, etc.
how full is your calendar? too full?
item #3: CROSS STUFF OFF THE LIST. do you really need to bake fourteen different types of cookies and assemble them into themed platters and drop them off at every house in your neighborhood? DON'T BE SILLY OF COURSE NOT (but if you do bring one my way).
this is where we talk about boundaries:
WHAT CAN YOU DO? i mean real-deal-let's-be-totally-honest-with-ourselves what can you do? was my class load so ridiculously high that i know i just can't decorate the entire exterior of my house with a coordinated musical score? is driving to four different places on christmas day something that will push me over the edge? do i need to do something else?
can i just say something really quick? when did the holiday become about making everyone else happy? when did the holiday season become a day when all of the grandmas of the world get to dictate how and where and what the holiday celebration looks like? when did daughters and daughters-in-law become the gentle servants to the wishes of the extended family? if the thought of running all over town to please some matriarch (yes, even if she is yours) makes you tired and cranky and exhausted, then (are you ready for this?) SIMPLE DO NOT DO THIS THING. your responsibility ULTIMATELY is yourself and just behind yourself is your immediate (think partner and children) family. THEN you can prioritize the extensions. BOUNDARIES are when you look at something that you know is going to take more good cheer than you currently have and saying, "no thank you." that's all. "no thank you."
IF you possess the bandwidth you could offer an alternative. "we can't have christmas eve at your house, but we can make it for christmas brunch." or, "instead of driving to three different houses christmas day, we are hosting a holiday open house at our house. everyone is invited."
and guess what? if you can do all the things next year hooray for you! next year you will do all the things. this is about this year and what you will do this year. if you miss a year of something it will not kill you.
okay, now that we've made our list, checked it twice (haha), crossed things off, and scheduled things onto the calendar, we are ready. we have arrived! we are capable!
sally (my mother) put this all in a notebook. included in that notebook were spreadsheets where she documented gift lists and how much they cost, where she was going to buy things from, and when. she had all the recipes she was going to need, and even a schedule of when the turkey dinner should be prepared. the master address list for christmas cards? check. the rotation for siblings gifts? got it! (thankfully my sister has taken that responsibility on) and my mother carried that notebook with her everywhere and did not add anything to her life until she had consulted the notebook.
bless her. it must have been exhausting to be that high functioning.
luckily for us, we need only be that high functioning if we wish (and i don't). friends, run this holiday season. don't, i beg you, let it run you. you are worth more than all of the yeses this season will ask of you. YOU. ARE. WORTH. MORE.
now get out there and sleigh! (get it?)
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